Invisible me

Who would have thought that I could be come invisible. I never did. When I imagined my life I really thought that I was going to do something great and wonderful. I was going to live a Loud life. Honestly the years have quieted my loud life to nothing. I sit in my own home and I am invisible. He sits with his phone and his computer because the tweeting and the gaming is more important then me. Why does he love me? Why is he here? We don't even have sex anymore. Who would have thought that this would have happened to me? I don't know why I stay. More and more I debate what to do. When he is present and here he reminds me of all the things I love about him, once more I become visible. Those times are becoming more and more infrequent. I pray for a new day, where we can be happy again. Where it would be like before, where I was number one, where I meant something, where I was visible to him because he wanted to see me. Maybe tomorrow. I pray for tomorrow.